Hi

It's been awhile...

Well, I don't really have something specific to write down but I do want to share some thoughts...

Hmm, 2 years since I left my home.. (almost 2 years)

The second winter in US...

Well, not too bad, the cold is real!

I love how it turns warmer and warmer, I just feel so good!

Everything is changing,

Grass growing, Flowers blooming, new life's here.

But, people are leaving too.

It's always horrifying for me to think about death.

I think I am not mature enough to talk about that yet.

I feel like the saddest moment is to day goodbye.

Life is short, like really short.

Can't believe that I am turning 21 soon!

I am still stubborn and immature.

I need to learn and behave like a 21.

Life is never easy, we were nothing until we learn, we gain, and we give, then we leave.

I don't have to be perfect. I just have to be myself and never regret on my own life.

Well, sometimes I do stupid stuffs, embarrassing yea, but this is part of me. Don't be regret of what I did, just accept that and I bet I will be happier if I let go all my embarrassing memories.

Nahh..

Life is to be happy, stop overthinking Li Xian!!

Be simple, be yourself!

Ok, stop wasting time and do the homework...

No future plan yet?

Then you should do what you have to do now!

感叹一下

唉

人在他乡

朋友少

就是可怜

啊

有一些也不知道是不是真的朋友

心累啊

You don't have to say I love you to say I love you

Love the lyrics from Troye Sivan's song...

So SWEET!!

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it's been awhile, and I am finally experiencing the summer in Minnesota...

I had no idea Minnesota can be that hot!!!!

I am taking English online course...

I would say, English is never a easy-going course for me

I never find myself doing well in any language course, even Chinese, yea, my mother tongue... LOL

Basically, I mean I cannot read well because I am not good in understanding the text....

Literature is so hard!!!!

But as the English course begins, I feel like my writing skills is improving... well, maybe?

because there are lots of writing in this course!

and when I go to the English center to ask for help, I can realize my errors with their help...

I am happy with the outcome :)

Always be positive :D

Time

When time pass, you get bored or get tired on something you've been doing 

Yes,

I'm getting tired with what I'm doing 

Getting tired to be the one who start things first, who talk first, who ask first... 

Ahhh I'm not an active person tho

I'm tired

EXTRA

heyyyyyyy~~

just something to share yeay!

I am listening to Troye Sivan these days and I totally fell for his songsssssssss!!!!

So goooood so so so good!!

My fav songs of him are Blue, Fools and Youth

strongly recommend to watch he singing Youth live!!! That's so enjoying <3

it's been a long time

hellooooooooo~

it's been awhile and now is finally summer~

HOWEVER! I am taking summer course :( #sad

moreover, I am taking the English class, TOO BAD!!!


just now I was looking back at the old photos on my instagram

I did not post a lot back then

well, I see how I was lack of confidence all the time.... not much of pictures with my big face on it ==

hmm, no, that is not what I am going to mention...

What I was trying to say is,

I have been walking so far and I did not realize until I look back my past.

time flies, yea, we all know, but did we really appreciate the time we spent with family and friends?

I don't know....

I miss home...

and friends...

you know what? we all grown up, our relationship will not be the same anymore

everything changes when time pass...

we can only try our best to maintain...

Love yourself, your family and your friends...
i miss u

dangggg~~ time to back to reality and I have to study... English.. WTF

wish me luck lol

and also, I wanted to post a photo/video with the post every time~

No take two

Our lives have no second chance

Never ever persist in something and not letting it go.

Just be happy and enjoy every moment of your life.

My life...