What

现在是怎样？

浪费我时间？

已经讲好了要尽快处理

现在一而再再而三得推是什么意思

一个两个都这样

是要我怎样？

一开始就已经说好了的

拖我

你他妈的

…

生病了

已经很烦而且很累了

你是在耍我吗？

唉

我怎么办……

你自己好好的

有没有想过别人

👊🏻

新年要到了，特想家

从来没试过农历新年是不在怡保过的

从我懂事开始、从我有记忆开始、

年年都是在怡保过新年的

吃团圆饭

聊天看电视到半夜

吃自助餐

去拜年拿红包

玩牌

全部全部都是在怡保过的

一切的回忆都在那里

可是今年，我的第20个农历新年

将会是自己离乡背井地过

有点失落

毕竟这里

美国不庆祝农历新年

要去上课

唉

而且什么气氛也没有

好想回家玩！！！

呜呜呜

华人最重要的日子

我也想好好过

好好玩

吃喝玩乐

还有跟家人朋友一起闹

啊啊啊啊啊

超级想家😭

黎贤

What the heul

真他妈的衰啊！

我竟然在数学拿了个4/10

那对我来说不是FAIL了吗？

我完了完了

为什么一直不在状况内？

题目都看不明

SHIT

好不容易搞懂题目了

竟然是在考完试后

What the!!!

What is life?

WHAT IS LIFE huh?

If someone ask you this question, what would you answer?

Life...

Few weeks ago, someone ask me, what do you think about your life?

I can't answer...

Ordinary, nothing special at all....

I have done nothing memorable or special in my life for the past 19 years...

How come?

...

I don't know.

I have no idea what was happening in my life...

果然我一直都是没心没肺地活着

:/

Determination

I need determination 

But I don't have any

Hmphhhhhh

University life has so much hardship 

I'm not really enjoying it

Courses were so hard

The students were not as friendly as aspected, they don't really treat us - the international students as friends. I mean a real friend. 

They have their own life which I could not get involve with.

Being Left out

Since I'm not outspoken 

It's way more harder for me to make friends with them.

I can only make friends with international students. Especially Asian. Maybe because we've similar cultural background.

Hmmm

I don't dare to approach them first...

However, university life would never be easier if I'm not making friends with them.

I know that. The obvious reality.

Feeling helplessness.

This is not fun.

I really miss my high school so much. 

Friends.... 

^ it was taken when I was in Boston and when I reach St. Paul

如果我放弃了自己，这个世界就会放弃我

看着韩剧

里面的台词很有意思

永远不能放弃自己

English

English is very hard

I mean as a non-native speaker

and when English is not my first language,

it seems to be difficult for me to speak fluently, write properly and read thoroughly

So, I decided to start practicing with writing blogs in English

And I will try to speak more and more with foreign friends.

I want to improve my English.

If it is possible, I would stop watching Korean dramas

with chinese subtitle

maybe go with the english subtitles hehe

I believe I can learn some new words from the subtitles ^^

Be optimistic and work harder!!!!

Hope my friend LYL can do that too hahaha~~~





All the Best~~~

1st day of new semester

Being myself

Stubborn

2 Classes I did not speak to anyone that I do not know

The other class that I got to speak with strangers in class is because the professor asked to

Why am I being anti-social?

Nahhhhh

I am just being shy

maybe?


How can I improve myself?

I just want to become a better me.

I am taking English this spring and I hope I can do well

BUT

I have been struggling during the first class...

Bad opening of the course for me



And then...

I felt boring during the math classes

What Theeeeeeee

That's my major course

How could I?


hmmmmmm





And Then......

the apartment....

planning to move out from the campus but some problems occurred

We need housemates

2 more housemates..............


I do not know many people...

haiz

Poor Me


I wanna look good in others eye but just failing

Hmm... I need time to grow

and be a better me


i am tired :(


:/