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Monday, March 28, 2016

New chapter, when you're going to face everything by yourself

?

Well

Things happen and I've to face it by myself 

Only me

When you're getting older, you'll find out that many things you'll have to make it by yourself because people are not helping you

Everyone has their own business and why would they stop their work to help you? Since you're not going to help them tho.

So, ya

You've only yourself to help you

Treat yourself better

Love yourself 

Friday, March 25, 2016

contradiction hmm?

Well, human is really a unique living

We are gifted to think by our own, have our own thinking, make our own choice and make decisions everyday.

However, people are stubborn too...

Well, how can I say that?

I am meeting strangers everyday now, Since I don't know/ recognize all my classmates, I would just consider them as strangers...

Well, even my roommate? we just don't seems like friends, but just roommate, someone who shares the room with you, not secret, not stories.

Well, she is kind tho, super nice and open minded, and also willing to accept my culture, but different means different.

We can't deny the truth that we were living in different backgrounds, culture.

We are just not similar.

Well, this is my point of contradiction...

I like her, but I can't agree her some points.

hmmmm.... it's just like I don't see things going right all the time although it is right for her

erghhhh... what am I trying to say? I am confused lol....

Well.... I know she is having organic life, which she eats organic food, looks healthy huh?

Everyone wanna live longer, but what is the problem?

For me, the problem is I think she does not really get to maintain her organic life, well, this is not my business, but this is just does not seems right for me, as bystander.... 

Because, she eats fast food, drinks sodas, and she uses microwave a lot! Well, you know? Radioactive!!!!!

So here is what I see, the way she manages herself a seems abit random for me.

Okay! I know I don't have a stand to say or comment about hers, since I'm kinda silly too. 

But hey, I'm just wondering how to change these... How to get away from contradiction and how to manage yourself like a pro.

Because my mind keeps telling me to keep fit and do more more more exercises to stay healthy but my body is just so stubborn keep absorbing unhealthy fat blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've to stay constant!!!!!! 

Keep calm

Li Xian ✌🏻️