Say something to myself

Encourage myself.

Stay away from entertainment now.

You, Li Xian, you need to pay more attention on your study.

WORK HARDER!

Something that I wouldn't want it to happen, at least not happening while I'm not around, happened.

Heard bad news from family is just so bad.

He's not my grandfather but he's my cousins' grandfather.

We weren't close but I can still remember while I was young, I used to follow my cousins to visits their grandparents.

This reminds me how kind he was..

And how sick he was when hearing they talked about him when I was still in Malaysia.

I didn't get to visit him even before I leave Malaysia.

And now I can't even pay condolences directly to their family.

This is what I'm afraid of.

I don't want to be away from families when things happened just like this.

I feel sad. Just few more days to CNY. 

How sad are they? I can't imagine.

That's bringing back my other memories.

Feel so sorry to hear that.

Deepest condolences to them.