Determination

I need determination 

But I don't have any

Hmphhhhhh

University life has so much hardship 

I'm not really enjoying it

Courses were so hard

The students were not as friendly as aspected, they don't really treat us - the international students as friends. I mean a real friend. 

They have their own life which I could not get involve with.

Being Left out

Since I'm not outspoken 

It's way more harder for me to make friends with them.

I can only make friends with international students. Especially Asian. Maybe because we've similar cultural background.

Hmmm

I don't dare to approach them first...

However, university life would never be easier if I'm not making friends with them.

I know that. The obvious reality.

Feeling helplessness.

This is not fun.

I really miss my high school so much. 

Friends.... 

^ it was taken when I was in Boston and when I reach St. Paul